My journey as a Warrior Queen began long ago, I like to say somewhere in a past life, worlds away, in another dimension. I am still becoming acquainted with this woman. The Warrior Queen inside of me.
What I can say of my journey in this life, is that everything in it, the good and evil and the ugly has led me to this throne, to bear this weight because that is what comes with any crown or Queendom as I like to call it.
I could sit here and write a book of pasts and histories of my life, fantasies, and horrors that will captivate your mind, and heart but that's not what this is about.
This is about presence and self in the now. Humanly evolving, embracing my roots and true purpose I feel I serve.
So many of you may ask, what is a Warrior Queen?
"A woman who is in the process of learning to know, accept, and love herself on all levels. Mind, Body, and Spirit. A woman who, because she focuses on her personal growth & self-awareness experiences life, increasingly filled with peace, love, joy, passion, and fun. A woman that understands that she has unlimited capacity to make her life anything she wants. A woman who is inspired to give to those around her because of her sense of gratitude & abundance."
"A woman who's achieved the impossible, befriending the wild beasts inside of her. Her demons, fight by her side. She is a divine paradox, she realized her darkness is full of light. "
Now, I will be honest.
If I came on here and told you I have conquered all of my wild beasts and demons, I'd be lying.
Personal growth, self-awareness, peace, love, joy, passion, and fun, takes daily practice, as well as gratitude and abundance.
I believe in the wisdom of the Most High, the universe & its master plan, and the cosmic magic we all have inside of us.
I believe in the alchemist in me. I believe in the power of inner work and projecting your journey to others in hopes it will reignite the flame they may have lost too.
I believe in my ability to transform what was, into purpose and create something beautiful through a seemingly magical process. That's what brought me here.
With new age spirituality and the rising popularity of very real belief systems and practices comes a
veil of shallowness, a show to put on or something to portray that is untrue, impure and unrealistic. Now, while I understand the shade of spiritual bypassing instead of doing the real work and this idea that we must be healed, completely enlightened and repressing our authenticity, I too am guilty of it.
The activist in me struggled deeply with this, how can I be conscious and aware but still struggling? Still backtracking into old emotional behaviors and habits?
The sentiment that: You must heal yourself before trying to heal others while true is troublesome. Because the key to my awakenings of self and true healing, came from my tribe, my community and support from like minded people on a similar journey. This is an important key to your success as much as the inner work. When you are willing to be in a place of vulnerability, to speak truth and reach out to others and have a platform to do so, why fear the authenticity of that reality?
Our pedestal culture has taught us to think that the only opinions worth value come from who we're told is valuable; the hottest new influencer hijacking your algorithm, false fame & fortune, that new and inaccessible spiritual regimen and program.
And at what price?
To meet what end?
In reality, shifting into a space of universal genius is where true change happens and not for personal gain but for the ascendancy of self, community, planet and the inevitable problems we're facing that go beyond class, borders, race or religions.
With all that being said. Elevation and Education is the only way. Writing in this blog is part of my healing, my journey and purpose, and I've learned time and time again when I get fearful and insecure that those vibrations don't serve me for that purpose. So don't let life or circumstance stop you from pursuing your passions, sharing your experiences, and saving the problems of Earth from the inside out. If you can reach one person, you can reach 100, thousands and so on.
Awakening and connecting with a key core of people is all you need. You may not resonate with most, and that is okay, because when that tipping point in consciousness balances out in the favor of the exploited and oppressed the veil will be lifted and we will see that we are constantly being taught at; in order to transcend the oppressors we must do the work. And if we do nothing? We are just as bad as those who perpetuate the problems. Reprogram this facade from within, and speak to the void till it calls back to you. This is your calling.
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